well with soul

1 Corinthians 13:2 - "If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing."

I came across this verse accidentally the other day, and it was a kick in the face. I've been praying lately about trying to show more love, and I truly feel that I'm not being the Christian I need to be by not showing enough love. My main spiritual gift is prophecy, and sometimes I do feel like I understand certain things better, and that I have a stronger faith about things. I often get angry with other Christians not showing a lot of faith, and I think it's because of my my gift. I don't understand why someone could have such little faith about something. God has been convicting me about me showing love, and this verse validated my convictions about it. I don't want to be "nothing", and I want to be the light that Jesus calls me to be. I can't shine when I can't even show the Love that Jesus himself shows. So, I'm going to try and earnestly show love. It's going to be hard, cause people who know me, know that I'm not a very loving person. God wills it..

Well With Soul - Ruth

All is well
with my soul, with my soul
and all is well
with my soul, with my soul

and I wanna love everyone
I wanna show them what our made of
and you give me...
I wanna love everyone love everyone,
I wanna show them what our made of
and you give me peace

all is well
with my soul, with my soul
and all is well
with my soul, with my soul

and I wanna love everyone
I wanna show them what your made of
you give me...
I wanna love everyone,
I wanna show them
what our made of
and you, you me.

and I wanna love everyone
I wanna show them what your made Love
your in my heart
your in my heart
and you give me peace.

and I wanna love everyone
I wanna show them
what your made of.
and you

I wanna love everyone
and I wanna show them
what your made of
love
your in my heart
your in my heart
you give me peace

sigh

This week has been really hard. I'm now at a place in my life where I do not want to continue growing up, and the fear of having to is breaking me. It's like I just can't breath. I'm scared that I won't be able to handle things to come, and even now I hate having to deal with things that have corrupted the hearts and minds of friends. I wish more than anything in the world, that I could hold on to innocence, and never let it go. I'm so glad that I have God here to hold me up. I don't know what I'd do otherwise.

Amazing, Because It Is - The Almost

I was so scared of everything you put in front of me
I've been marching to every part of me
Just to see
See
Why you need me to be
The boy you need me to be

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
And now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

I just wanna see

I'm the type of person who lets fear drive
I'm the type of guy that's in drive
Cause I'm addicted
I mean it
I'm lost without you
I need you
I need you

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see