sigh

This week has been really hard. I'm now at a place in my life where I do not want to continue growing up, and the fear of having to is breaking me. It's like I just can't breath. I'm scared that I won't be able to handle things to come, and even now I hate having to deal with things that have corrupted the hearts and minds of friends. I wish more than anything in the world, that I could hold on to innocence, and never let it go. I'm so glad that I have God here to hold me up. I don't know what I'd do otherwise.

Amazing, Because It Is - The Almost

I was so scared of everything you put in front of me
I've been marching to every part of me
Just to see
See
Why you need me to be
The boy you need me to be

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
And now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

I just wanna see

I'm the type of person who lets fear drive
I'm the type of guy that's in drive
Cause I'm addicted
I mean it
I'm lost without you
I need you
I need you

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see