tears are for babies. and sad movies

So I have been trying to write again. I've never really been happy with what I had written previously, but I ended up putting music to something I wrote at about 3 last night, and I think it's pretty good. It flowed well to me, and it's how i feel. its basically about how i second guess everything, and how I feel guilty for not trusting that God's will will be done. I play it in capo 8 out of C. and it's 6/8.


A tear, one single tear, cause I know and I swear it's unfair.
This, this tragic scene, plays in my mind, and makes me feel ill.
all sick and hopeless inside. I, I just can't believe, that my heart and
my dreams come crashing down.

A tear, yes one single tear, cause I know and I swear it's unfair.
This, boils up inside, creeping and itching deep in my soul, trying to
make sense of it all. I, I just can't believe, that my heart has
fallen to the ground.

A tear, one single tear, cause I know and I swear it's unfair.
I, I hoped you would see, play along and make you believe.
That I, I have waited all my life, for the chance, to aline myself
with the one. And I, thought you were it, prayed so hard that it,
caused me to wish, that you, you'd feel the same way, and be that
half that would complete me one day.

This tear, this one single, has caused me to worry and fret everyday.
But You, yes God You, You tell me that everything will be ok. And with
that, I know that I can, continue hoping for the best. Because I, I like you
and I won't stop until you like me too. And I, I think, this is all what God
planned, and my faith will place me in His hand.

This uncertainty breaks me down, but I swear I won't let You down
This uncertainty breaks me down, but I swear I won't let You down
This uncertainty breaks me down, but I swear I won't let You down

A Tear, one single tear, cause I know and I think it's unfair.
But You, You remind me that You, died for me, and that is
all that I need.